I met a boy back early this year, lets call him Ass Cunt Shit Face, I talked to this kid like a fucking bestfriend gave him my trust and I put my all into our talking. I guess after a while I started to like him, I really fucking liked him, I still do actually. He and I were getting close and shit, and on the 24th of April, he left me, he said he didnt want to get attached. Too fucking late asshole, I fell hard for him. A month goes by and on the 2nd of June, I get an aplogy from him, and he wants a second chance, foolishly I said yes to his second chance, we got closer everthing was fine, then I called it off, he was pulling away again, and this time, I saw it coming, I called it off and we stayed as bestfriends, it was total bullshit, I mean I fucking told him I loved him, I fucking did, he told me he loved me too and I fucking believed him, ugh. I mean, I stayed by his side since day fucking one, I listened to him vent and talk about his shitty life and his shitty school, I was there for him when he needed me, I told him I’d always be there for him, why?’Cause I fucking loved him. I was there. me. Not anybody else. I was his fucking back bone. Theres a fucking hole in my heart because of all the shit he put me through, I hope you fucking read this you heartless jerk. I don’t fucking know why I still give 2 shits about you. My mom and dad know about you, they know how i get those fucking butterfflies and shit. With 4 guys tryna get at me I still wait for the day when you and I can have our time. I just I tried too fucking hard to be everything you needed. You rarely showed me you gave a shit. I have my days, you had yours. I stayed I wanted to work things out, I fucking cried over you. I havent cried over someone in so fucking long, you brought down my walls and left just like that. I know I act like I dont give a fuck 99% of the time, but for you i gave 3 fucks about, you. I wanted you. I fell in love with you. When you took days to reply I always thought you were talking to someone else, someone better. I wasn’t ever good enough for you, I probably never will be perfect for you. You dont want long distance, i fucking get that, I just thought I was worth it to you. but im not. Know what sucks? I put my fucking all into you, you were worth it, you were different. I just I dont want you to come back to me, I let my guard down for you, you showed me why I shouldn’t have done that. I still fucking love you, but guess what else? FUCK YOU JOHN.
Pansexuality (sometimes referred to as omnisexuality) is a sexual orientation characterized by the potential for aesthetic attraction, romantic love and/or sexual desire for people regardless of their gender identity or biological sex. This includes potential attraction to people who do not fit into the gender binary of male/female implied by bisexual attraction. Pansexuality is sometimes described as the capacity to love a person romantically irrespective of gender. Some pansexuals also assert that gender and sex are meaningless to them. In short, I dont care whats in between your legs, I love you for you.